Sunday, October 29, 2006

my jury's on tuesday.
im the first one in the morning.

im really tense. its weird, im fretting for what will be an hour of my life.

i want it to be over and done with.

i need to read some Krishnamurti. He really destresses me.

Im feeling so uncertain, unstable. I guess that ll change once my jury's over.

Reading Orhan Pamuk's The New Life. Im having to nudge my way through it a bit. I hope it gets good.

I wish I could defragment myself like a computer.

The thing is I need to dealwith it entirely on my own. NO one can help me. I feel fake asking for advice, support, a shoulder to cry on. Doesn't work. Gosh
I wish it was Tuesday this time right now, I'd be a happier person.

3 Comments:

Blogger Rajiv Badlani said...

Hi again Dangermouse

Thanks for the comment at brandingbynumbers.blogspot.com.

I thought the process of teaching would be interesting for everyone, particularly students, who only see a fat old man who seems to think he knows everything in the world (I never knew that being a teacher has immense potential for degenerating into a self delusional power trip. I should have become a teacher!).

I got behind on the daily comments bit (too many things happening those days) and decided to write up the entire experience on my website (http://www.badlani.com) instead. I haven’t done it yet, but if you like I will be happy to send you a link when it is up.

Have you seen all the student blogs?

1.ttp://second-vitality.blogspot.com
2. http://genderblendin.blogspot.com/
3. http://fashionyogis.blogspot.com
4. http://insideoutdp.blogspot.com/

I get the impression (I don’t know from where), that you are a design related student yourself. If you find the time, perhaps you could look at them and send me a mail telling me (badrajiv@gmail.com. That doesn’t imply that I’m not a good Rajiv. All it means is that my name is Rajiv Badlani) what you read into them, whether I’ve managed to achieve something useful and how I might do it better next time.

I hope you find the time and thanks again for your comments.

4:50 AM  
Blogger shivani said...

i liked the "defragment myself like a computer" line!

Best of luck for your jury! they are never as scary as they seem!

5:35 AM  
Blogger Rajiv Badlani said...

Hi

Its me again. All the best for your jury.

I'd like to see more about the Dabbawallas so do tell me where I can see what you've done.

7:21 AM  

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